Sunday, September 23, 2007
who am i?

I now blog (also) at:
EmmagemBlog
TheCreativeJuice

btw, do you want Web Hosting? get some from Pixaworks!:) I work here. lol. I also still am working for Emmagem.com.

owh yea, i study too. and tutor Research Methods.

and yes, i'll be 21 in a week.

I will be celebrating my birthday and i'm in the process of inviting. But only close friends. Not like i have many friends anyways! haha. So if you're invited, you're obliged to get me present right..*hint hint* big hint below! hahahhahahah.

WISHLIST:

• Nichii Gift Voucher. Just because i like shopping and i can't afford clothes! heehee. and Nichii has a few items im eyeing on. lol
• A brown bag in FOS. its dark brown and very cute. Follow me to FOS and i'll show you! hahaha.
• Cute colourful socks with the dedicated place for each toes from soxworld.
  
• Icing tool thingy. Cos i just broke one of mine.
• Cupcake tray (bigger cupcake size).
• MONEY would be good now. Just gimme ang pow with money!:) hahahhaa.
• OWH a wallet from Mng. Its black and very spacious.
  
• Bags, bags, more bags!:)
• If you can't get me any of those, i like soft toys too. hehee

Im so tak malu, yea? HAHAHHAHAHAHA

Labels: birthday, wishlist, work

Sunday, August 26, 2007
CAREERsense photos

Labels: careersense, friends, make-up, work

Friday, August 10, 2007
bliss

one day at home, is so worth it!:)

i got to bum and clean my superbly messy room. I threw away so many things. omg. But i still have too many craps. one day is not enough to clean my messy room. I just arranged two shelves of my three shelve cupboard. lols. and chucked other things behind my study table. lol. mostly college stuff la i wanna throw away, but i'm scared that i might need it next time. I'm such a pack rat.

owh well. at least it will make my mum a little happier and i can have the right to go out. Since ive cleaned my rooom. hahaha.

=)

Lavena is back! but she's sick....poor girl. will visit her tmr morning...

bumming at home while switching between oprah and the ellen degeneres show is heaven. i miss statying home on weekdays doing nothing.

work, you can never beat the laziness.

anyways, i am now working with pixaworks.com.

wish me luck:)

Labels: cleaning, friends, home, work

Wednesday, August 08, 2007
Visuals

Labels: careersense, pics, work

Friday, July 27, 2007
bored to death

Take my test and tell me what you got! muahahhahahahahahahhahaa..


at work now. In case any of you missed out. I am working at CareerSense@HELP University College.

Psychometrics division. I don't know if i should use this as my official internship or not. Owh well.

friday already. I've been here for three weeks. I've finally come out with an Emotional Intelligence Scale. Everyone says that his method of doing things are not ethical, yada yada yada. I just could not be bothered. I just do what i am asked to by him. Who cares! bleh. (altho, the lives of other people might be affected, but hey, im just an undergraduate who hasn't even taken advanced RM.). I suggest that Career Sense don't use my scale. lol. I am just learning how to create a test. Item analysis and all that jazz.

Life's been pretty slow and boring. I mean, i go to work, gym, come back work on emmagem till like 3am

wake up at 7am. go work again.

this is supposed to be my summer holidays! What am i geting out of this???? *smallville themesong* somebody saveeeee meeeeeee.*/end smallville themesong*

I think im working myself too much. Although i basically lepak and do nothing at work here.
*applying I/O Psych terms* I am super NOT satisfied with my so called "job". My job description is so not clear too. Maybe i shall create a job description for Psychometrics interns. Ally my knowledge a bit. Psychometrics is so not my thing man. After my internship, i shall just leave it to other people to do it. I want to be in the training team. Maybe I shall ask Mr. Franklin if i can help them in one of their projects. At least i have something to do here at work. I am already part of their project. I am designing a poster for their event. I wanna be in!!! feel so useless doing questionnaires.

haihs. boring boring job.

My usual lepak place is too crowded and i think that they really don't want people to go in their room as they put up a sign saying do not disturb. So i shall not go in to disturb....so boring omg. The love birds JeanEe and John went for lunch. My other lepak buddies are in a training session somewhere. I miss stephanie and jet and nicholas! the only people who can teman me talk crap (really a lot of crap) and do other stupid things at work.

no one's on msn as elaine's not working....why oh why. no one nice to talk to. maybe i shall randomly message someone to chat. but no mood to be all chatty. Where's Elaine and Kevin when i'm boreddddd???

this weekend's going to be a workfilled weekend too. as Emmagem is due and i still can't figure out the wordpresss blog!! i need wordpress help. I would ask Justin Wong, but he wants money for setting it up. bleh.

Can life be any boring-er?

i feel like dying really.

i need a holiday, or at least sidney to be here. at least he'll entertain me with something stupid. Even he's somewhere in Seremban meeting someone and can't reply my messages.

haih. depressed giler when there's no human contact.

I think i shall bake cupcakes today. I wanted to go Starlight Cinema with TK but he's busy. Then i wanted to call PS to meet up, but then i got lazy and decided to stay home and rot. like really rot. I have no mood to do emmagem and get confused over aspx,html,css.

i think i shall bake! I shall use whatever money left i have to go buy strawberries and canola oil after work and bake strawberries muffins. I only have 20RM. that is so sad. I NEED MY PAY! Don't care, i must meet the boss on saturday to get my pay. I should also stop spending so much man.

I hate money. MONEY IS EVIL!

im ranting so much, i am super bored. If you've read till here. i salute you...I'm starting to not like the idea of "friends only" in livejournal. Few weeks ago(or was it months?), I was cut off a girl's friends list. So sad ok, her message was "i'm sorry, i cut you off because you don't update anymore or i wasn't interested in your journal anymore". I'm guessing i was the latter one. Its damn depressing when someone just cuts you off like that when i have known her(journal) for like 3 years already. Like after three years, you're bound to get to know the person right? owh well. maybe im just not cool enuf for her. NOT! i will never be regarded as that low. She's just missing out on me! muahahahha
Anyways, my point is, i don't mind if you cut me off your list like if i've known you for like a few months...but more than a year, i will just get sad. maybe im overreacting.

xXx

I feel lost again. like i feel like i am defined by the things i do and not for who i am. Most of the time people praise me for owh, such pretty cupcakes. or wahh, you're so good at html....like so bodoh. not like, karen is the one with the great personality! wow. karen rocks. i need to see a counselor. but i am too shy to see any of the counselor here. i want someone i don't know.

xXx

ok no more depressing thoughts.

Sidney's getting me a domain name.

What do you think?
lyyyl.net (again)
lyyyl.org
karenmarie.us
karenmarie.in
karenmare.info
OR
karenmarieC.com (lol. like serenaC and adamC)

hahahaha. help me decide! which one is nice??

xXx

i miss lavena!Wanted to talk to her yesterday but she got DC and never camme back and i got sleepy...

omg, this place is so cold.

I shall take a nap.

I was so bored that i did a self made test! take it and tell me what you got! hahaha

Labels: baking, depressed, going mad, stressed, work

Wednesday, July 18, 2007
artificial beauty

i''ve succumbed...

im now an artificial beauty (yes, i am beautiful!). I have high SE ok!

wearing mascara is fun....cos you get to have so loooooong eye lashes! hahaha.

sucky part is removing make up...i need a nicer make up remover.

which make up remover do you use? *HELP!*

*brand name please?*

anyways, Rachel and I were talking about baking and she said she baked strawberry muffins...then i remembered when i went to Bijou for food tasting, i had strawberry muffins also.

and it was yums!

so i found a recipe and asked my brother to buy strawberries. I hope he comes back with some goodies. and i'll bake today. lol

so late, but i dun care. i feel like baking.

Work:
EI test-finalising items
emmagem-do banner and update "about us" page
dad-type stuff.

i can die ok. but today at work, i spent my day talking with other interns.

hahaha. owh yeah, and my supervisor belanja us makan today!:)

heehee. will update with pictures soon, i know my blog is lacking pictures.

*editedit*

unedited photos of the past 3 weeks. lols. cos my brother did not buy strawberries.

Labels: make-up, work

broke

my laptop broke again. omg

feel so immobile when at work. cos must use windows 98 at work. eiuww

but i've been surviving at work.

things are starting to move along.

Went gym today. i suck at combat and jam and attack. but i like classes.but i hate hate jam. cos i really suck at dancing.

anyways, i've been going quite a lot lately, but not much also. i shall take a break tmr and go gym again on thursday.

i wanna be a gym junkie, but i havent got the rush yet. lol.

i've got work lining up like mad. emmagem's website development, Emotional intelligence scale, mindvalley design(which is due soon, omg!), and Inbam asked me if i wanna design, and i said yes!of course i want to! whether or not i can make time, is another matter. but designing is fun, i can stay up late also nevermind. EQ test only a bit spas, cos must think so much about items and all. omg. and tmr's my day to ask him questions and all. omg mg

omg.

can die ok. but i've been procrastinating. usual.

i met so many people last week and last last week...so many pictures, but im just too lazy to edit. lol.

sidney, tk, laily, mr.G, victoria, peishan, elaine's workmates, Amelia's farewell peeps.....

-_-"

sweat.

i'm sleepy.

nights

Labels: careersense, design, gym, laptop, work

Sunday, July 15, 2007
Emmagem new issue

Labels: emmagem, stressed, work

Friday, July 13, 2007
quickie

• I met sidney and we had a great time. Altho it was short.
  
• I'm creating an emotional Intelligence Test. Wish me luck, it sounds so HARD. omgness.
• I love my intern-work-mates/colleagues. Stephanie, JeanEe, Nicholas, Jet, Jasmine, Beatrice, WaiKi, CheeLian, 2 more of Ms Yeo's Interns and 3 of Mr. Kumar's interns(i forgot their names la ok, so many new names to remember!)
  
• Not forgetting Sheila Marie (one of the admin staff who is chindian and Dr. Mustafa, my supervisor thinks we're related)
  
• My Supervisor is super sweet.......and quite old but very nice. lol
• I have super cool work clothes now. Thanks to mum and dad and Jusco Member Day Sale.
• Owh, and i bought Make-up (AMELIA! i bought, i bought make up! lol)
• She asked me to wear make up last time we went out together. lol.
  
• Loreal Truematch Powder, Mascara (the one that makes it 70% longer), Lipstick (by mistake, cos my mum bought them and made me wear them),Eyeliner (free!)
  
• I feel like a girl.
  
• lol
• Life's been good...very busy with many many work here and there. but good
• OWH, Khailee of MindValley (See one of the ads on my blog) emailed me!:) heehee. about a job as a designer at Mind Valley.
  
• Sher introduced me to him, Thanks Sher Smurfy.
  
• I hate the workload, but for the love of money and shopping i will do what it takes. even if it means sleeping lesser hours. lol
• how many times can you say you've worked 4 jobs in college huh?
• 4-emmagem, careersense, my dad's secretary and mindvalley(if i get la....lol.)
  
• ok, byebye!
  

Labels: internship, make-up, shopaholic, work

Thursday, May 24, 2007
Exercise mania

Elaine and I are determined to loose weight.

On Tuesday, we went for and then straightaway

It was okay la.Badan didn't sakit that much. but knee a bit pain.

Tomorrow we're going for and then straight to class.

Lets just hope we can make it.

HAHAHHA.

anyways, i always take the longer road to go back to Kepong from Kuchai Lama.I always always forget to turn into jalan duta and will go to Jalan Kinabalu and reach like Parlimen there -_-"

owh wells, i've been singing my lungs out in the car nowadays. LIKE really very loud!super loud music. If you listen from outside, my car would sound like an Ah-Beng Car. Hhahahaha.

gtg take a quick shower and sleep. must wakey for my FREE burger!

Labels: goad, gym, work

Sunday, May 20, 2007
update

i'm friendster hopping again.
not fun.
need to study.
but cannot get hands to book.
haihs.
i've succumbed, added ads on my blog. click click okay!:) heehee.
college at 8am tmr.
ugh.
went to the SU party with Amelia today at 11am.
Glad we came early. got to try on many more clothes.
i bought the wraparound tied thingy from Shopaholics unite.
also bought a make-up (sorta, just the name la) bag from Hartamas shopping Centre
For my hair conditioner, comb, moisturizer..etc.
fail.com.
failed from saving money.
gluttons on a diet is up.
go see.wow, got comments adey. heehee. love the first few readers.
need to gym tmr. after all that pulut goodness.
but dunno if must meet inbam to get another freelance job.
i hope i can cope with all the work.
but the money is calling my name.
since when i've become such money minded person.
oh yea, since i've been getting paid.
but, really...
i'm doing this so that i get experience mostly.
money is just a bonus.
cos my parents are still paying for my food and shelter and studies.
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ok have fun. byebye

Labels: food, goad, shopaholic, work

Monday, May 07, 2007
just because

i've been blogging everyday, here's a picture:

Labels: pics, work

Sunday, May 06, 2007
work?

I was msn-ing with Maria today.She got into SCAD, the college she applied for!:)

Congrats to her!:)

next sem's going to be hard, i mean, most of my first sem friends would be leaving. UIU friends also will be leaving very soon. I'll probably be a loner again. but hey, Elaine's still here! until the end of the year...

i'm now trying to convince my parents to allow me to take a semester off to work and travel in the USA. Heehee. i mean, they just need to provide me with a semester's amount of money and tada, i can go work in the USA...

checked out the website, apparently, Paul Jambunathan is their consultant, and my mum knows him!!! muahahha.

karen 1
parents 0

but they said that they're afraid of my safety, people might kidnap me, shoot me, rob me, yada yada yada.

karen 1
parents 1

but then again, I will gain SO MUCH experience! making new friends living the "american dream" hahahhahaha. earning money to travel myself. Being independent...

karen 2
parents 1

but then again, paying for all the fees, visa, SEVIS, flight, application, plus cash in hand when going, *CANDIE*

karen 2
parents 100

:(

not fun. i wish i was born with a silver spoon in my mouth. Then money would NOT be a problem. because the most "CONS" for me going there would be $$$.



also,
and my bank account won't be empty. and i can go shop in DP, Zara, GAP, CK and all designer bags like everyday.

and also i will get a bigger room and a bigger closet and a PDA phone.

i will have a driver take me to NS to see sidney.

heck, i will probably be studying there instead of crappy here.

-_-"


i don't always get what i want, but my life now isn't so bad :D








On a brighter note, Gluttons on a Diet is up!:) Nothing there yet, because Elaine has not get back to me about how will things go and what else must we put to beautify the blog. hahaa. but i love the cupcakes tho. If elaine doesn't want the layout, i will put it here on my blog. heehee. I downloaded a template of the cupcake and sprinkled and iced it myself. ahhahaa.

i miss baking. i wil probably bake cuppies for the ADPSC party. heehee. i feel so left out of ADPSC cos i never went for meeting. haha. what kind of ex-president is this man!But i was just too caught up in my own world to go for meetings and what nots.

I need to get back being "active".

but then again, i've been concentrating on getting experiences working than wanting to be active in college. I guess i'm done with being active, now on to the gaining experience part?

but as much as i love getting the money from my internship with emmagem, i'd rather study than work+study. its tiresome and yea, a lot of responsibility. candie.

I think i need to stop thinking and start enjoying life.

///////////////EDIT TO ADD///////////////////

Check out my friend's Website. supercutecandie.

http://www.yamashitariki.com/

happy happy page!

been oogling online...
here's some stuff i would buy (again if i was richer, or earning a whole load of cash)

Labels: college, friends, work