Take my test and tell me what you got! muahahhahahahahahahhahaa..
at work now. In case any of you missed out. I am working at CareerSense@HELP University College.
Psychometrics division. I don't know if i should use this as my official internship or not. Owh well.
friday already. I've been here for three weeks. I've finally come out with an Emotional Intelligence Scale. Everyone says that his method of doing things are not ethical, yada yada yada. I just could not be bothered. I just do what i am asked to by him. Who cares! bleh. (altho, the lives of other people might be affected, but hey, im just an undergraduate who hasn't even taken advanced RM.). I suggest that Career Sense don't use my scale. lol. I am just learning how to create a test. Item analysis and all that jazz.
Life's been pretty slow and boring. I mean, i go to work, gym, come back work on emmagem till like 3am
wake up at 7am. go work again.
this is supposed to be my summer holidays! What am i geting out of this???? *smallville themesong* somebody saveeeee meeeeeee.*/end smallville themesong*
I think im working myself too much. Although i basically lepak and do nothing at work here.
*applying I/O Psych terms* I am super NOT satisfied with my so called "job". My job description is so not clear too. Maybe i shall create a job description for Psychometrics interns. Ally my knowledge a bit. Psychometrics is so not my thing man. After my internship, i shall just leave it to other people to do it. I want to be in the training team. Maybe I shall ask Mr. Franklin if i can help them in one of their projects. At least i have something to do here at work. I am already part of their project. I am designing a poster for their event. I wanna be in!!! feel so useless doing questionnaires.
haihs. boring boring job.
My usual lepak place is too crowded and i think that they really don't want people to go in their room as they put up a sign saying do not disturb. So i shall not go in to disturb....so boring omg. The love birds JeanEe and John went for lunch. My other lepak buddies are in a training session somewhere. I miss stephanie and jet and nicholas! the only people who can teman me talk crap (really a lot of crap) and do other stupid things at work.
no one's on msn as elaine's not working....why oh why. no one nice to talk to. maybe i shall randomly message someone to chat. but no mood to be all chatty. Where's Elaine and Kevin when i'm boreddddd???
this weekend's going to be a workfilled weekend too. as Emmagem is due and i still can't figure out the wordpresss blog!! i need wordpress help. I would ask Justin Wong, but he wants money for setting it up. bleh.
Can life be any boring-er?
i feel like dying really.
i need a holiday, or at least sidney to be here. at least he'll entertain me with something stupid. Even he's somewhere in Seremban meeting someone and can't reply my messages.
haih. depressed giler when there's no human contact.
I think i shall bake cupcakes today. I wanted to go Starlight Cinema with TK but he's busy. Then i wanted to call PS to meet up, but then i got lazy and decided to stay home and rot. like really rot. I have no mood to do emmagem and get confused over aspx,html,css.
i think i shall bake! I shall use whatever money left i have to go buy strawberries and canola oil after work and bake strawberries muffins. I only have 20RM. that is so sad. I NEED MY PAY! Don't care, i must meet the boss on saturday to get my pay. I should also stop spending so much man.
I hate money. MONEY IS EVIL!
im ranting so much, i am super bored. If you've read till here. i salute you...I'm starting to not like the idea of "friends only" in livejournal. Few weeks ago(or was it months?), I was cut off a girl's friends list. So sad ok, her message was "i'm sorry, i cut you off because you don't update anymore or i wasn't interested in your journal anymore". I'm guessing i was the latter one. Its damn depressing when someone just cuts you off like that when i have known her(journal) for like 3 years already. Like after three years, you're bound to get to know the person right? owh well. maybe im just not cool enuf for her. NOT! i will never be regarded as that low. She's just missing out on me! muahahahha
Anyways, my point is, i don't mind if you cut me off your list like if i've known you for like a few months...but more than a year, i will just get sad. maybe im overreacting.
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I feel lost again. like i feel like i am defined by the things i do and not for who i am. Most of the time people praise me for owh, such pretty cupcakes. or wahh, you're so good at html....like so bodoh. not like, karen is the one with the great personality! wow. karen rocks. i need to see a counselor. but i am too shy to see any of the counselor here. i want someone i don't know.
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ok no more depressing thoughts.
Sidney's getting me a domain name.
What do you think?
lyyyl.net (again)
lyyyl.org
karenmarie.us
karenmarie.in
karenmare.info
OR
karenmarieC.com (lol. like serenaC and adamC)
hahahaha. help me decide! which one is nice??
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i miss lavena!Wanted to talk to her yesterday but she got DC and never camme back and i got sleepy...
omg, this place is so cold.
I shall take a nap.
I was so bored that i did a self made test! take it and tell me what you got! hahaha
Labels: baking, depressed, going mad, stressed, work
