Saturday, November 03, 2007
bandwidth stealer. lol

Labels: baking, cupcakes, friends

Sunday, October 21, 2007
Cupcakes for sale.

RM191.599859 is exactly what i need. to buy...THIS!

So come one now..buy my cupcakes for christmas!:)

more details soon.

Labels: baking, cupcakes, making money

Friday, July 27, 2007
bored to death

Take my test and tell me what you got! muahahhahahahahahahhahaa..


at work now. In case any of you missed out. I am working at CareerSense@HELP University College.

Psychometrics division. I don't know if i should use this as my official internship or not. Owh well.

friday already. I've been here for three weeks. I've finally come out with an Emotional Intelligence Scale. Everyone says that his method of doing things are not ethical, yada yada yada. I just could not be bothered. I just do what i am asked to by him. Who cares! bleh. (altho, the lives of other people might be affected, but hey, im just an undergraduate who hasn't even taken advanced RM.). I suggest that Career Sense don't use my scale. lol. I am just learning how to create a test. Item analysis and all that jazz.

Life's been pretty slow and boring. I mean, i go to work, gym, come back work on emmagem till like 3am

wake up at 7am. go work again.

this is supposed to be my summer holidays! What am i geting out of this???? *smallville themesong* somebody saveeeee meeeeeee.*/end smallville themesong*

I think im working myself too much. Although i basically lepak and do nothing at work here.
*applying I/O Psych terms* I am super NOT satisfied with my so called "job". My job description is so not clear too. Maybe i shall create a job description for Psychometrics interns. Ally my knowledge a bit. Psychometrics is so not my thing man. After my internship, i shall just leave it to other people to do it. I want to be in the training team. Maybe I shall ask Mr. Franklin if i can help them in one of their projects. At least i have something to do here at work. I am already part of their project. I am designing a poster for their event. I wanna be in!!! feel so useless doing questionnaires.

haihs. boring boring job.

My usual lepak place is too crowded and i think that they really don't want people to go in their room as they put up a sign saying do not disturb. So i shall not go in to disturb....so boring omg. The love birds JeanEe and John went for lunch. My other lepak buddies are in a training session somewhere. I miss stephanie and jet and nicholas! the only people who can teman me talk crap (really a lot of crap) and do other stupid things at work.

no one's on msn as elaine's not working....why oh why. no one nice to talk to. maybe i shall randomly message someone to chat. but no mood to be all chatty. Where's Elaine and Kevin when i'm boreddddd???

this weekend's going to be a workfilled weekend too. as Emmagem is due and i still can't figure out the wordpresss blog!! i need wordpress help. I would ask Justin Wong, but he wants money for setting it up. bleh.

Can life be any boring-er?

i feel like dying really.

i need a holiday, or at least sidney to be here. at least he'll entertain me with something stupid. Even he's somewhere in Seremban meeting someone and can't reply my messages.

haih. depressed giler when there's no human contact.

I think i shall bake cupcakes today. I wanted to go Starlight Cinema with TK but he's busy. Then i wanted to call PS to meet up, but then i got lazy and decided to stay home and rot. like really rot. I have no mood to do emmagem and get confused over aspx,html,css.

i think i shall bake! I shall use whatever money left i have to go buy strawberries and canola oil after work and bake strawberries muffins. I only have 20RM. that is so sad. I NEED MY PAY! Don't care, i must meet the boss on saturday to get my pay. I should also stop spending so much man.

I hate money. MONEY IS EVIL!

im ranting so much, i am super bored. If you've read till here. i salute you...I'm starting to not like the idea of "friends only" in livejournal. Few weeks ago(or was it months?), I was cut off a girl's friends list. So sad ok, her message was "i'm sorry, i cut you off because you don't update anymore or i wasn't interested in your journal anymore". I'm guessing i was the latter one. Its damn depressing when someone just cuts you off like that when i have known her(journal) for like 3 years already. Like after three years, you're bound to get to know the person right? owh well. maybe im just not cool enuf for her. NOT! i will never be regarded as that low. She's just missing out on me! muahahahha
Anyways, my point is, i don't mind if you cut me off your list like if i've known you for like a few months...but more than a year, i will just get sad. maybe im overreacting.

xXx

I feel lost again. like i feel like i am defined by the things i do and not for who i am. Most of the time people praise me for owh, such pretty cupcakes. or wahh, you're so good at html....like so bodoh. not like, karen is the one with the great personality! wow. karen rocks. i need to see a counselor. but i am too shy to see any of the counselor here. i want someone i don't know.

xXx

ok no more depressing thoughts.

Sidney's getting me a domain name.

What do you think?
lyyyl.net (again)
lyyyl.org
karenmarie.us
karenmarie.in
karenmare.info
OR
karenmarieC.com (lol. like serenaC and adamC)

hahahaha. help me decide! which one is nice??

xXx

i miss lavena!Wanted to talk to her yesterday but she got DC and never camme back and i got sleepy...

omg, this place is so cold.

I shall take a nap.

I was so bored that i did a self made test! take it and tell me what you got! hahaha

Labels: baking, depressed, going mad, stressed, work

Thursday, June 14, 2007
Carnival at HELP

Labels: baking, cupcakes, pics

Thursday, May 03, 2007
E!

E! is so addictive!

Everyone now, thank ASTRO for getting E! on channel 76!

i'm addicted. all the celeb news, gossips, stories. wahhh. Sibuk-people channel.

I just watched House of Carters.

my msn message:
i'm on restraining order...from shopping malls. I shall rot at home with E!

I'm not sure if i need to go to work tomorrow. boss did not tell me if we're having the meeting with the guy tmr or friday. owh wells. I think i shall go on friday. then, maybe we can leave early cos its friiidayyyy. hahaha

i did not go to gym for so long. I'm finally fully healed from body pump. It was a loooong process of healing. I think i shall go tomorrow. but i dunno how to use the machines by myself. hahaha. simply go press the treadmill? must call PT to start on my regime. will call PT tmr morning if i'm awake. i should be. i must. i must use the gym.

anyways, Inbam asked me if i want to work as a freelance graphic designer. I was flattered!:) heehee. but i've never really designed any business cards/logos before. Only the emmagem one i made for elaine and I. one ADPSC logo for april fools' party. what else? i usually just design blogs and posters and other lame craps. haha.

sneak preview of the Mell Fashion Show.

Labels: baking, gym, tv, work

Monday, April 02, 2007
photos

Labels: baking, cupcakes, friends, photos, unedited

Saturday, March 03, 2007
nostalgic

Labels: 2004, baking, CIMP, Sunway College

Tuesday, February 27, 2007
chocolate meringue pie

Labels: baking, chocolate, meringue, pie

Wednesday, February 14, 2007
baking again

• baking again...choc chip cookies...its much nicer than my previous one...
• Munkao gave me a rose today!
• lav's birthday's tmr
• i'm meeting sidney on friday
• i need to go check on my cookies.
• bye,bye now..
  

Labels: baking

Friday, January 12, 2007
my laptop crashed!

im so sad right now.

cos my D: is not here and its not reformatted either. so its in here, but i can't reach it

*crosses fingers*

St. Anthony, St. Anthony
Please come down
Something is lost (my D:)
And can't be found

HELP ME ST. ANTHONY!!!

btw, i made cupcakes for CSS meeting tmr :)

its so pretty, if i must say!:) hahhaa. actually very ugly la. so purpleish. TOO purpley already. my RED colouring turned out to be purple/pinkish.

i need to bathe. bye

and sleep

Labels: baking, crashed, cupcakes, laptop

Sunday, January 07, 2007
trying to make the most of it....

i was wondering, if linking to someone's public blog is okay. Without asking them, ofcourse!:) HAHA. i've just linked a few blogs (erm, lets just say, i like their songs). Chin Hor from John's Mistress and c.loco. Some random people, acquaintances, lecturers and long lost friends. Zan Azlee (my future Movies lecturer), Xue Zhen, Ainul, Celestine. etc, forgot who already.

i used to really like john's mistress. bought their album and all. never really went for their shows tho. i wonder why. i think by the time i started liking their music, they are already sedang di bubarkan already. haha. *searches for John's Mistress' CD*

flickr is working again!:) hehe. im uploading my "baking adventure" pictures. HAHA. If you are free, go see!:) i'm in love with flickr uploadr. Thanx elaine, for telling me about it! hahaha.

its my last day of "freedom". hahhahaha. lets define freedom as "doing nothing without the constant worry of 'i should be studying'" HAHAHAHA. during the next semester, of course, i *promise* to study more, don't do last minute assignemnts, etc. >>>>> you so know that will never work!! hahahaha. procrastination is like every college student's middle name. HAHA.

i'm in my second year second sem. 2+ more years to go before i leave this stinkhole place. I've got loads to study and learn, i don't want to graduate so fast...but i also want to graduate faster, because everyone else will be graduating. :( sucks. *don't succumb to peer pressure!* nvm, tk and lavena also will still be studying!:) nyeh,nyeh,nyeh...i've got teman who are still students next year! hahaha.

if you've realised my blogspot name is changed to "diary of a mad asian girl". HAHA. the reason i added that because i see everyone else's blogs, they all have some cool blog names. and all i have is "lyyyl"!! haha. the phrase is copied from "diary of a mad black women". just changed it to mas asian girl. maybe i should change it to "women"! haha. cos it rhymes. but who am i to call myself women. i'm still in between. i'm still a kid.*sings* forever young, i wanna be forever young!*sings*

owwwh, i met my primary school discipline teacher, Puan Wong, today at the breakfast coffee shop. I seriously could not recognize her. she's became thinner and older i guess. its been like what 8 years!!! but the more i look at her, got la some resemblence. she's still teaching at some primary school, no more at La Salle (2), Jinjang(my primary school).

My brother is going for Muse's concert. He's buying the most in front-est tickets. Madness man. so mahal! owh well, he's earning his own money! haha.

tmr i have 4 freaking hours break. probably even lesser because its the first day. Elaine plan to go watch a movie. i'm taking 5 subjects this semester. i wonder if i can cope!:) first time ever taking 5 subjects. heck, other people take 6 subjects per month, and can still retain their gpa of 3.5, why can't i? haha. and besides, the more subjects i take, the faster i can leave college :D

Subjects for Spring 2007 (they call it January semester now, ugh, so no american anymore.don't care, i still call it Spring):

• Communication in the Workplace
• The Movies
• Intercultural Communication
• Issues and Ethics in the Helping Professions
• Finite Mathematics
  

i seriously think i can do it. HAHA. besides, i have 2 of James' classes, 1 Zan Azlee, 1 Serena(this ones gonna be hard) and 1 math! and 4 classes with Elaine, if she takes Finite... *trying to make self feel happy* sucks that they don't offer graphic design 1 this semester!!i was looking forward to that.

anyone else taking the same subjects as me? tell me! i wanna be your groupmate! hahaha. did i tell you how much i hate group work! shall not rant here....not good...

btw, i got A and A for grsphic design 2 and interviewing!:) Thanx James and Abraham!:) Too bad Abraham left, i seem to get A's in his classes...hahahha.

i have to fetch Adrian to college tomorrow. He's just finished his SPM and now is taking foundation year, i think. He wants to be a psychologist too! He's my BEC member (from church). Owh, he can come for CSS!:) hehe.

which reminds me! Tomorrow MUST wake up at 6am. omg, the horror of driving at 7am again...somemore i got to fetch someone, cannot like eat, drink and drive all in the car. must eb all proper. hahahhaa. i slept from 11 am till 4pm just now. ahahahha. like i will sleep early tonight! eyebags, you're gonna be back!!!

bye. i'm gonna eat marshmellows and get fat.

Labels: baking, blog, college, links, pics, primary school, procrastination

Saturday, January 06, 2007
bummer

i've got 2 more days to bum around until i need to study ALL OVER AGAIN!!! and long sem sucks..i will get less motivated to study, and hence, the very low GPA during long sem. :( sucks.

i've gotten my results already!:) and its a pretty one. :D still doesn't change the overall gpa tho. thanks to the gazillion B's i got 2 sems ago!!

its okay. if i can remain with this GPA. i'll be happy!:)

i watched beerfest today!:) it was really really really funny!!! good movie, for all beer-holic. haha.

my whole family is out today. my brother's still at home, but he's going out soon. i'll be HOMEALONE!!! waaaahhhh..somebody take me outtttt....

nvm, can save money if i stay home. HAHA.

i baked disasterous cupcakes yesterday. the cupcakes were fine, i was experimenting the icing with Almond Extract. and, omg, it was so smelly and u feel like puking when you taste the icing. So, i shall not poison the people who are going to eat them, and threw away the icing. Then, i made another batch of icing, and OMGx2 my vanilla extract is finished!!! candie.com okay!!!
i added cocoa powder instead, so this time, icing, no pretty icing, only brown colour with heart shaped sprinkles.

fail man...never experiment with new stuff!!! hahaha. or at least try first with SOME icing...chocolate buttercream icing is not as nice as plain vanilla one...i made basic vanilla cupcake.

here are the disasterous pictures:

tk and i went to Jusco Kepong that day, to send out the books in Poslaju. We ate at this HK-inspired restaurant called E&T. The food there is OK, but NEVER order their pies!! they give you just normal sandwiches, nothing pie-ey about it at all! hahaha.
i need a life and money. haha.

Labels: baking, college, cupcakes, food, gpa