look, 0 slots left. why must winnee put us as after lunch. normally people would come after lunch, when they wake up late...now the whole room gonna be so full and makes me even more nervous. dayymmmm..
anyways, i'm more worried about my mock presentation with Winnee than the real colloqium presentation!:(
winnee is scary!! really...
hmmm.....shall see how tomorrow goes. need to wake up early and do some editing and preparation for both mass comm and RM.
i wrote a blog entry this afternoon.
i'm so stressed.
i'm sad and stressed. i so wanna do well for RM. and i keep on screwing up. how nice. :(
i'm damn annoyed too. at myself. for screwing up.
i'm hungry too. no wireless. sucks even worst. can't get some comfort from the internet. i know, damn lame, rely on the internet. so not cool. but i do find comfort on the net.
thanx for everyone's concern abt my depression-state over the weekend. i am OK now, i think.
i'm damn worried about my presentation and its only like what, 3%?
but noooooooooo, its so much more than that. its winnee's impression of me..there goes my A and my chance of becoming a tutor.
i'll still apply this time. i promise!:)
need to get the form. and this time, must send in. but can i cope? tutor and ADPSC President? maybe i will quit being a president? next sem. and become tutor.
become tutor later. in january when i quit ADPSC.
im confused. i dunno if i can cope this week. its too hard. haihs. i need rest but i can't! its hard being the "one people rely on to get things done and assigns things if not nothing will happen" for two groups.
i wish Jasmine would take over being the one who assigns things for MC101. i can't do it anymore!!:( all my smses and emails only will annoy people further.
im hungry. but im too lazy to decide where to eat. but if i don't eat now, i will just die cos my hands are already shaking.
i need to go get some food. but dunno where.
maybe i shall indulge in Sanfranciscocoffee today. cos i really need some indulgence. and some pampering. haih...
damn noisy here, can die kinda noisy. why can't everyone just keep quiet...
i think i'm going to faint if i dont eat soon. gtg la.
eat. will be back later. cos there's no wifi.
so i just ate sanfrancisco sandwich. not exactly indulging, cos i still hear voices from around me as i ate with my Ribena mobile.
15 minutes more till i meet irina for MANOVA tutorial. Irina is so helpful. i love her. haha. without her, my MANOVA would be really crappy. She is also making sure my mock presentation goes well with Winnee.
my life sucks this week. stress giler.
i just saw all my due dates for everything.
Wednesday 23: MC101 presentation Thursday 24: PY301 Mock presentation Saturday 26: Research coloqium Wednesday 30: Research colloqium review due Friday 01: PY301 Lab report due
FINALS! Monday 11: MC110 : RE101 Wednesday 13: MC101 Thursday 14: PY301 Friday 15: FINALLY DONE WITH THE MOST STRESSFUL SEM EVER!!:D
anything else? owh yea, the freaking stress that comes along with it!:)