goshhh....my stomach uterus hurts!!!
why must WE go through this pain...haih....period cramps...the only ONe thing im looking forward to is having babies....not until im 27 that is...

anywayz...i was watching Oprah today and they had the World's LARGEST Baby Shower for the 640 ladyy soldiers and wives of soldiers in Fort Campbell (these soldiers went to Iraq for war)
but anywayysss....9 months ago, when these soldiers came back to US from Iraq, guess what happened??
They all planned to have babies ALL at the same time! ahhaha....so 9 months later, Oprah gave them baby shower to celebrate!
they recieved gifts and presents not only from oprah, but from other stars too...

how nice! I MUST write to oprah someday...hahahaha telling her my story so that she'll invite me to the oprah show! and i'll pray that its one of her 'wildest dreams' or 'Oprah's Favourite things' episodes...so that i'll get tonnes of gifts from her...
she has a good heart! i love the oprah show!
;)

oh yea, Karen Lee landed in aussie already...she's the last one...
its official...haha..im left all alone here...
i hope they have the times of their lives....as for me...i'll be here...in Malaysia...not that i hate it or anything...i just so wanted to go study elsewhere, besides Malaysia...give me experience y'know?
not that i won't gain experience here...well, when i'll be going to HELP, i'll be still staying with my parents...and that doesn't make me a more mature person....they'll still be feeding me and giving me money ..its good in a way, but i'll never be independant...

haih...what to do...no silver spoon in my mouth...have to live with the fact that i'll be here...for the rest of my life...and will never sit on an aeroplane...its so sad right...
but,then again...im counting my blessings! i've got SO many things here right now!
got me OWN room, me computer, me parents, Sidney, me brother, parents who gimme money and buy me food&everythign else...my MSN! my blog, photoshop....my experience in CIMP, my whole school life...my old school friends..my soon to be friends in HELP...my church mates! YAC!
and everything else! is a blessing!

here's one picture of me doing what i do everyday in the same spot.......
(taken with my bro's gf's webcam, hence the blurness)



have fun!!